Emotion:
Random Thought:written during july 12,2005
What:

Jury Duty: I'm not enjoying myself here as i sit back in my chair with my legs propped up listening to erykah sing to me. so many faces are called to participate in a justice serving dream team, which i feel quite supernatural for but i just don't have the desire. how contradictory isn't it? that i strive for equality, peace and justice yet i'm not unwilling to serve on a the most basic function of it all, a jury. truly makes me re-evaluate myself. as mentally excercising as this is, i would rather be at home slaving, slothing over my sister's plasma tv. how evil media is. it's penetrated through my blood. yep, i'm not enjoying this. my fingers smell of red onions that were diced to participate in my sandwich making, the one especially made for lunch. as i practice being a good citizen. random question, do porn stars serve as jurors? i know that question seems inappropriate, but i'm honestly asking. boys: it's been a different experience now that i've separated from lex. i've had a couple of ego boosters after meeting individuals over the weekend, but how often is kindess misinterpreted? how often can you misread a smile? can you mistake a touch for a flirtatious suggestion?


addition (July 14): in case you don't know me well, i like to smile a lot, even to random strangers. perhaps that can be suggestive, but i think everyone deserves a smile a day.