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you know that whole rebirth thing. . . society doesn't wait for you until you're born. i'm starting to feel a little excluded now from my cohort since i haven't gone to a couple of the functions. since my little drift, the gap seems to grow ever bigger. eh, i guess i'm just not ready to fully initiate myself into the MASP '06 cohort. I'm still looking for outside extensions of myself, my outlet.
i've looking into other masters programs lately. just to see what's out there.
that fighting spirit that i once had is transforming into a more discreet activist. i don't know if i'm comfortable with that yet. i guess i could try to soothe myself by saying that i'm a scholarly activist working towards revolutionizing knowledge to further include experiences of the marginalized.

yep, i miss one day and i'm out of the loop. i miss out "bonding" session and i'm once again on the outside looking in. oh well, i know my capabilities and my purpose. i know what i'm trying to accomplish and am aware of my actions. i just needed my personal time, hence a trip to my local mecca, san francisco.

i just need to find that fire once again. don't get me wrong, i love engaging in the masters' material.

rebirth, it's a bitch sometimes.