Emotion:
Random Thought:lex is a chivalrous man.
What:will and grace.

it's been about 3 weeks since i've last heard from lex. for the sake of making the break-up easier on both of us, i think he's stopped blogging and myspacing. he knows that i have an affinity for looking at that stuff and to help cut all communication, i think this is what he's done. ((which is what he said he was doing the last time we broke up))

i've lost the momentum to write. i'm packing for the philippines. leaving in 3 days. not sure who's dropping me off, picking me up, spending the night. no idea, i'm just going with the flow. what i really want to do is sit on top of a cliff overlooking nice scenery and the ocean, probably overlooking lake taal and the volcano. i want to just relax and not think about .. .

yea i really can't write right now.

things that have happened over the past couple of days:

christmas and making friends.