Emotion:none.
Random Thought:it's been a while.
What:kenna.

yo! what's up blogger. i haven't seen you in a while. sorry that myspace replaced you. i'll try not to neglect you any longer. so school is coming to an end and yet i'm still stressed out beneathe the exterior of a smile. fancy way of saying that i'm stressed out even though i smile a lot. speaking of smiling, that got me into some trouble one night. i was with the females (jess and di) pulling into the barnes and nobles parking lot when i passed by this guy in his car. he smiles, so i smile back. i then notice that he starts to drive around the parking lot, as if he's waiting for me. i pull out of my spot and head across the street to study. i see him pulling out of the parking lot as well except from the on the border exit. i'm assuming he took a u-turn because suddenly he appears right behind my car as i parked. he says "hello" and i return the favor. he then parks, at this point i'm freaking out. a complete stranger follows me across the street. at this point di finally arrives and she encourages me to talk to him. DAMNIT. a bad choice for the night. so we (di,tristan, and me) end up talking. di leaves at this point and i'm left to talk with tristan. don't get me wrong he is an attractive fellow but i'm still creeped out. i yawn, he acknowledges it and says we should get going. i get into my car, he's already in his. i start to back out and see that he's waiting at the stop sign. there were no cars passing him by, no reason as to why he couldn't have gone ahead of me. instead he follows me. at this point i'm really irked out because he's staring at me across from his car. i decided to head towards to randy's in fear that this guy might follow me. we're heading down westview parkway. he's on my right and i need to switch lanes. i let him go ahead of me. he suddenly takes a sharp right turn into randy's neighborhood. i freak out because i have no idea why this guy would go this way. i confront him and ask him why he's here. he replies "i'm just taking a drive." and more red flags appear. thankfully i didn't give him my number or any of that information. but being the criminologist that i am, all these other things are running through my mind. yea, so smiling got me into an awkward position one night.

so i'm procrastinating from the usual homework/finals studying that i should be doing. this is more fulfilling right now. it's been a while since i've purged my soul and confessed my thoughts. it's time to revamp my surroundings and add my own flavor it, well at least to those that are untouched. the weather is daunting and my fingers are nearly frozen. i like. the mile a minute marathon in my head is slowly coming to an end as activities pass one after another.

being in the dating scene isn't that bad. i'm enjoying spending time and building new relationships with people. although i still haven't found that potential or the "one." as much as i want to be in love, i realize more and more that i'm better off just taking a long break from all of it. dating is fine, but not a long term relationship, unless someone can prove me otherwise. quite honestly it feels like it's been a long time since lex and i separated. but in reality it's been only about 2 weeks since we've decided to cut everything off. yep. i don't know what to say abou tthat. i suppose you can say that i recover quickly, which was usually the issue lex had with our breakups.

yep. sometimes words don't need to be exchanged to express one's self.