Emotion:none.
Random Thought:hi.
What:Dido.

it's been a while since i've visited dear old blog. there isn't much that i can actually write i suppose. it turns out that i was being menstrual with my emotional rollercoaster. not exactly fun especially considering that i was missing someone. at this moment in time, i can say that i'm okay. i'm enjoying myself and the opportunities and friendships that have come about. today is tuesday. not much planned for today but i just need to finish some chores and run some errands. i've been meaning to stop by balboa park and just hang out. maybe i'll do that on the first tuesday of august when all the museums are free. you know i'm enjoying this new found sense of independence. and strength in myself.

yesterday, my cousin and family moved into their very first apartment since they've been here (1 year). things will definitely be different. my mom's eager to have me move back home, yet i'm not quite ready yet. i still have a month to enjoy before i move back home. it's not the most exciting move, but it's the most logical and economic decision at this point. i've got quite a hefty task ahead of me with sorting junk and essentials.

excuse me,
sir
sir, mr. soldier
you in that camoflauge
can you help me
lend a helping hand, maybe
give a sister a dime
or a smile outta your time
did you look at me and assume
that i would rob you and chain you to my poverty
did i embarass you as i extended my mud stained hands
hoping that you would look at me
can you help me?

your eyes they tell me that you're here with weapons of your own destruction
to help liberate me
U.S. gods commanding you to occupy me and teach us the ways of promising democracy
but yet you deny me as you scurry your feet of disgust at my desperate plea
you choose to ignore surroudings of stench cancerous fumes and deteriation.

and your horns told us that you were here to set us free
to help liberate us from the evil of our once set policies


to be continued.


lessons i've learned in love (to be written)