Emotion:feeling superficial.
Random Thought:i wish i was more attractive.
What:kissing you.

i know this is very superficial, but sometimes i wish i was more attractive. desirable. i've spent so much time as a guy's best friend, one of the guys what not, and i've forgotten what it is like to be desirable. as many compliments as lex gives me sometimes it just doesn't suffice. this is a pretty damn shallow entry. if i was one of those attractive girls who were able to use their beauty to their advantage i'd like to think that i'd use it wisely. i'd like to think that i wouldn't end up egotistical.

ya, i feel pretty low now for saying this, but it's a record of time and feeling.