Sunday, January 19, 2003

confession: i've got a slight case of lazy eye.

dude, my vision sucks. after staring in the mirror for 20 minutes, i've come to the conclusion that i've got a slight case of lazy eye. my right eye moves inward slightly. i think it's from crossing my eyes and doing my stupid human trick too much. one eye crossed the other one straight. damn! that's probably why i have a hard time reading and seeing certain things. geez! i already have bad eyes, not i've got lazy eye. sucks.

lesson learned: stupid human tricks are harmful to your health.

so about 8 a.m. this morning i got some real shocking news. i've been trying to contact my friend, but she's not answering. a friend of mine has been hospitalized in phoenix. his mom had called me asking me if anything had happened to him during his stay. my dad was convincing me that maybe he was lying, but i know this guy. lying isn't his thing. supposedly, he has some internal bleeding and has to undergo some surgery. poor kid. i'm not really sure how to feel. i'm worried, but i don't want to think that this is the end. it's funny how things you predict actually come true. = T i don't know. ya.

i'm actually kind of distracted right now. my relatives from oxnard came for a visit right before church. it's like they're having some kind of reunion upstairs. "OH HI!!" la de da. i'm here downstairs of course, just trying to gain some sanity. my auntie said i looked like i just woke up from a hang over. hah! close, but no. lex and i almost went to TJ yesterday. my cousin was there last night with his girlfriend so she could go clubbing.

you know. i'm pretty sure that our parents did things that were radical "back in their day". heh, it's a reoccuring cycle i guess. i'm off to church soon. i'm going to wash away all my sins, so i can sin some more. hah.

question: if you confess to a priest, a priest confesses to other priests and the pope, isn't that just like confessing to regular people if you take away their title?