confession: i don't like my hair color.

man, i wanted the turquoise green, but i got blue. oh well. i guess it will turn out ok. it looks blue to me. don't try to make me feel better by saying otherwise. my mom doesn't approve, but then again she doesn't approve of anything outrageuos. my hair smells like blueberry. my mom is calling me blue berry! argh. i hope it turns out alright. i did a test strand and i liked it. i didn't expect it to show up so well.

lex and i worked things out, we're doing very well now that everything is out in the open. today was a different day for us. last night i had a strange dream. i dreamt that i was out with lex and i guess it was tara. we were out and about. we purchased some movie tickets during our time out. when it was time to watch the movie, i couldn't find my ticket. lex started getting mad at me. he started yelling at me, taking all his frustrations out on me. tara and him went into the theaters w/o me. next thing you know, i find him in a bedroom with her. i say "peace out" and he says, "fine" then, it's like i woke up in my dream because the next day came around. i was talking to jb. we were having some coffee and lex appears. i was telling him about my dream. weird. i can't explain it.

i woke up at 1 p.m. today and went out to buy some hair dye and blue crush. yes i finally have it. = ) ok. to be continued when something interesting happens.