Emotion:a bit irritated.
Random Thought:i'm not one of those stereotypical filipinas who you see on flyers for the "hottest club."
What: the noise of a family party (oh joy!)

i think i'm the typical non-typical filpino-american however. i've realized that i do not enjoy coming home to the kids. i have really built up all this frustration and irritation with them. i don't think i can handle the next snide comment that they make. yes, i'm really irritated with this kids. perhaps it's a bit shallow to think that i'm not going to let these children ruin everything that i've become for the last 21 years of my life. did i mention that they really irritate me?

i suppose i can attribute this to my new found lifestyle of desired privacy. i long for privacy in this house. i am of age where i don't want to have resposibilities to children. however, i think i'm a grandmother. my cat tsiko ran away two nights ago, came home, and was in heat. yep, so we (lex and i) figure she might've got "some." she's been horny for quite some time now.

great, i just received my first notice. i've been invited to be a juror for my first time in 21 years. yes, i am bit excited, but i doubt that i can serve seeing as how i'm hoping to make it to new york by the time i serve.

argh! i'm really irritate with these damn kids. i honestly think that i don't plan on coming home for quite some time. though i am sorry that i feel this way about my cousin's children. i'm just truly irritated with them. i don't have the patience for their smartass remarks knowingly that they have not been taught otherwise of their inappropriate behavior.

are;jklasjgals;djg;alksjg;alsdhfposuifadspjtraeljkf! they drive me fucking nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


sorry. . . i really need to get it out. though i'm not usually like this with children, but these kids just honestly get on my nerves.


that's it, i'm making a decision for myself. I WILL NOT HAVE KIDS!!!! i no longer want to surround myself with kids, nor do i want to entertain them.!!!!! (however, that is up to my discretion.)

a;ldjf;alskfjads;lfkjds;lfkjase;oitua;sdfjsa ;oitjd!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!