Emotion:hurt.
Random Thought:it's been a while.
What:asto-radioactive sago project

it's been quite a while since i've had the chance to write away all my thoughts. i am currently disdained by what my nephew told me today. "i like ate but i don't like you." and what did i say, "fine, i don't like you either. you hurt my feelings." it did hurt. he proceeded to say that i'm never home. i told him that i don't live there. ya. i hate this, not feeling welcome in my own home. this kid. i know that it seems absurd that i'm letting him get under my skin, but he's a very intelligent child. but somehow, this concept just doesn't settle with him. i am not and cannot comply to his expecatations. at the same time, i'm afraid that this event will be detrimental to his growth seeing as how he just arrived from the philippines. it's frustrating.

i do not live at my house. i now reside in san marcos. i am not obligated to stop by the house, yet i do. this kid is seriously getting under my skin. i cannot express it to him enough times that he needs to understand that i do not live at this house, but it is still my house and always will be.


bleh.

that's all i felt like typing about i suppose.