Emotion:content.
Random Thought:my efforts. . .
What:a random song.

my efforts of being an activist are long from what i think i actually desire. like everyone else i pick and choose my battles, one that i feel the need to be fought. random thought, can we ever committ a nonselfish act? (remember that episode of friends?) i know this is a bit cliche but sometimes i feel as if i'm not apart of this world. I'm just a body taking up space, moving around and trying be a functioning human.
i'm exhausted, tired of trying to change things on campus and being whirled into a disarray of confusion. i think i just can't cope, and i'm happier when i'm alone. yet, every once in a while i need my fill like a succubus.

you know what would be a great job, to just travel. to write travelling books. that would be cool. or even to be a musician on a cruise to the carribean. i think i'm long overdue for a vacation. hopefully that's something that i can look forward to with 4 weeks left of my dandy education. it'd be pretty cool to be an international nomad. maybe even have "hoes in different area codes" haha. excuse my sarcasm.

time to refocus.