Emotion:none.
Random Thought:writing seems to be the only thing that keeps me sane.
What:fan again.

i'm a little exhausted. last night the guevarra sisters went to the knitting factory and danced the night away to vinyl. yet, my mind was in the other room where qwel from typical cats was performing. man! who would've known that right next door to me qwel qwel can can rock rock well well um um. .was up on stage surrounded by infamous bboys and bgirls. = T oh well, can't have it all. but it was a great experience nonetheless to be surrounded by older sisters and they danced the night away without a worry on their mind. i ended up chatting with this guy from ventura county, brotha love. he's an interesting character with a hint of body odor. he owns a thrift shop and just travels. how nice is that to have control over what happens in your life without having to worry about the usual 9-5 stresses. an unconventional lifestyle for an unconventional person. at the same time, i was wishing lex was with me so we could check out qwel or even yet salsa the night to vinyl.

side note: while in china town, we saw an actor from queer as folk. i'm not sure what this name is but yes. my ate rianne and i saw him.

today: i slept a lot better than i did the first night here. we haven't done much yet, just been lounging around. i think it's time i switched over to a camera phone. it's so much more entertaining than a usual text-friendly phone, so much more convenient. can you tell i'm trying to sell the phone to myself? it's only $29.99 when you sign-up with verizon for the first time. damn inflation. yes, enought of the materialistisms.

i'm sitting right next to a guitar and a bass, so tempting. if only i knew how to play something rather than strum aimlessly.

another side note: i really picture myself in new york with a white blouse and suit pants with my sophisticated glasses, hair in a french twist, sitting at my desk working assiduously that i believe, i know it will happen.

tomorrow: tomorrow is yet another routine. go to class, go to class, go home.