Emotion:exhuasted.
Random Thought:why am i not sleeping?
What:this loud fan.

it's 1 a.m. and i'm still up. maybe it's because i'm disconnected from the people within this house. i'm in la cresenta right now at my sister's boyfriend's house. i haven't interacted with his friends here. perhaps i'm suffering from acute insomnia, who knows.

i miss lex. sometimes i think that's all i need to say to sum up how i really feel about him. it's a lot deeper than you know. deeply rooted in the histories of mango shaped hearts. he and i are still two ripe mangos waiting for harvest. i love you deeply mr. alexander domingo.