Emotion:anxious
Random Thought:full of tension now.
What:air.

no more relaxation on my face, i'm all tense and bothered. my tolerance level has reached its peak and i'm just frantic. too many things that need to be done, too many things running through my mind that i lose sight of the goal. i no longer am able to assess the importance of the goals i had set before me because i trip over the little ones.

i'm exhausted. i'm already stressed out. i already need a mental vacation. there's already a minute dramatic situation. things are just stupid. yes that's a very intellectual word to use to grasp the true reality of the situation. ugh, i just want to graduate. can't you read it in these words? i'm sure that a lot of other struggling students enjoy this incessant hindrance.

seated right next to me is a folder filled with papers, the source of stress. the means of which i need to get organized for. i am going to meet with my academic advisors as well as the global studies advisor. i am exhausted.

it's only been about 3 weeks and i'm already finished with school mentally and physically. geez, then again i can't lose sight of my goal right?

this frustration is a nice fruity mix of family, friends, social atmosphere, and education. ugh! so confined. back in my stupid box.