Emotion:solemnity.
Random Thought:wow (with little emphasis) blogger has a new set up, but still.
What:kenna-rose "take me for the rose i am"; tv verizon commercial

so this semester is winding down finally. i feel like i've achieved a lot thus far, especially academically. i have one more final to go and i'm home free for a week from csusm. but that doesn't mean that my academic career is over. i still have two more weeks at the community colleges. well actually one week at miramar and two weeks at mesa, only because of a schedule conflict between summer classes and tagalog class. phew. i'm still a little uptight from this week. i'm slowly letting go of the anxiety i had built up. towards the end of today's soc 201 final, i was shaking, heavily stressed. like i told roman, it's like getting tested for stds. you know you're okay, but you still feel kind of funny and now you have to wait for the results.

so i found out that i have to purchase my ticket for the philippines. i will be leaving on july 1st, two days earlier than anticipated. hopefully this doesn't conflict with finals at csusm. man, i owe so much to my parents. they have made great sacrafices this semester. i've had numerous car problems, broken valve, flat tire, and now my breaks. not to mention that i just had a tune-up. in addition to this, they had to pay for summer school which entails parking fees and books,the trip to the philippines, and of course allowance. now when i get back they'll be paying for my apartment. geez, that's alot. i look forward to achieving stability in order to pay them back. utang ng loob, forever indebted to my parents.

my number one fan, lex. wow, it's amazing how much one person can do. i am so lucky to be loved by this man. i honestly don't imagine myself being as sane as i am right now without all his support, love, and assistance. even though we're not in a relationship he continues to give me a reason to succeed. thank you mr. domingo for satisfying the insatiable. w<3rd.

tonight, i have tagalog quiz. one last quiz, and a quick oral test. tomorrow is my last final. history 345, man that class really fluctuated my emotions. often times i would have to just secretly clench my fists filled with angst because of the outlandish comments people would make. this attidude definitely has a correlation with having my social inequality class before hand.

oh ya, so i've come to realize that i've actually learned a lot. my midnight conversations with roman and gaby has really given me insight and unlocked my deepest secrets. "i actually learned stuff in college." for some reason, gaby really validated me. without knowing me personally she knew that i would amount to something and i wouldn't be satisfied as just a teacher. ya, positive energy brings positive changes.

my mom's been putting some ideas in my head. she talked to my tito rody who works for the philippie embassy in saudi arabia. come to find out, he was a criminology major as that is my minor. so he tells my mom that i can work at the u.s. embassy in the philippines. nice idea huh? just recently a filipina-american michele sison was appointed u.s. ambassador to bush. that is just filipinaism at its finest, all except for working with bush.

"give me all your impefections and teach me to hate. i've got a love hate sensation coursing through my veins." there's a better way to go, a better way to feel.

so once again, i need one of those talks.

so patricia, you're practically done with this semester. your gpa will actually look good this semester increasing your chances for grad school. how beautiful is that?

eh, anyways. the one thing i loved about this semester is that all my classes intertwined with one another. the concepts just went from class to class even within my community college classes.