confession: i'm insecure.
man, were only a few minorities selected to go out today? i felt like the only colored person on base today. on occassion i would see a filipino or two, but that was RARE. it was almost creepy. i was at the gas station and it must've been senior citizens day too or something. they were out, the caucasian senior citizens. strange. i felt young and colorful. but for some reason, i felt like i couldn't let my guard down. i felt like it was mandatory for me to sit there and be different, expose some color. Man, it's like shit in the clouds, the shit sticks out. yea, every one follow the same color scheme or something. heh, i guess the red shirt, red shoes, blue/orange pants stuck out, along with the browness of my skin.
after that experience, i went to the bank. the long was too line. thank god for . . .