"i can imagine the moment when i meet you again." this was running through my mind before i read your entry. quite honestly, it's hard to make a decision knowing your past. i didn't want to be "just another girl." i didn't want to do the same thing that someone else did. i didn't want to feel guilty for my decision.
we left without saying goodbye, at least i didn't. what does that lead to? open doors? have i not said goodbye? i don't want you to give up because i won't give up on you. you are too great of a love to not have in my life, at least be by my side as a friend. i remember you once said if we were friends, shit you'd be happy. man.