Emotion:not sure
Random Thought:i want to live in san francisco
What:erykah badu-bump it

stupid "more factor" never satisfied with what i have right now. always want bigger and better things. like the concept of moving to a new location in search of the bigger and better things...the frontier. my heart is in san francisco as nellie furtado sang. it is, it's in the big city. it always has been. the fast paced urban lifestyle. that's where my heart is although this is comfortable living in suburbia but i can only take so much of it.

so like i was saying yesterday, i came home from my meeting yesterday. i'm looking forward to this new experience. i am studying at UP Diliman the focal point of all intelligence in the Philippines. = ) How exciting is that? I could have stayed for a year but i know my parents would like me to finish school asap. it's a windy day today. so much for my plans to paddle out. i suppose a storm is on its way.


yes, the randomness and cluttered thoughts tells you what i am. lex brought closure to the situation. he dropped off "everything" everything that ever happened to us. it was shock that he did do that but i'm okay with it if that's what it takes. as for relationships i knwo that i am a product of my beliefs so when i say i'm not meant to be in a relationship it shows through my actions. eh, ya i try not to include an intimiate relationship in my life because of the internal problems that arise. eh.

hmm.