i'm in need of some nice r&r. it's been a while since i've had time to myself. i see that i'm slowly withdrawing from life to enjoy some peace and harmony. forgive me if it seems as if i'm not being supportive, i have many things running through my mind. today is yet another show. this time curtis finally painted some pieces, which i get to keep. they're pretty nice. you'll just have to see it to enjoy it.

do you ever feel like you're a machine, you do things because you have to? i'm pretty sure you know what i'm talking about. it's so easy to get caught up in the world and its inticing temptations. but when do you ever have the time to find yourself amongst the crowd? so many times, so many times do we proclaim we are all different. yet when you look at us, we experience the same problems, almost verbatim. the way we handle them is what makes us different so to speak. i realize that i always make reference to former self philosophies. to me, everyone is the same regardless of skin, style, culture etc. it's the the mind that sets us apart. . hence "itsmymentality" it's my mentality that sets me apart from everyone else. those are the joys that you have a grasp on. you are in control of that. hence religion. religion is religion. it's all the same, just different systems of beliefs. the way i see it, everyone is praising the same form of entity or whatever. yet, people like to claim that they are superior because they are from Jesus' supposed birth place. bleh!

bleh i say to you who do not embrace our life's differences. you are among the ignorant and need to go back to your mother's womb. quite harsh i know. that was a random spurt of frustration.

i need to write a piece for tonight, something new. i'm not sure what it's going to be about, but it will turn out nice. enjoy til then.