yet another long day, but i enjoyed it. i woke up this morning and went to church. first time in a while that i went to mass at 10:30 at olmc. i saw joel, donette, nat, gerard, dionne, and other people i haven't seen in a while. it was quite odd to be there, but i knew it was ok. things may have happened in the past, but it's a new day. the past needs to be forgetten and present needs to be opened. i was telling nat about my plans for the 12th and she said, " joel might be there." i thought to myself. . "so what?" i don't know if we're on good terms, i wish that we were and i would like to forget about what's happened in the past, same goes for the other situations. the homily was about anxiety and how most of it is due to fear of criticism from others. only 10% comes from fear a life threatening disaster.
after church i got gas. i got 270 miles or so on a full tank w/gas to spare. that's a record for me. i drove home, decided to rest a little before i went to the pow wow. the pow wow was a great experience. it was held at CSUSM on saturday and sunday, featuring indian dance, song, arts, and food. reaching out to the community, sharing with us their culture. really interesting. rosh and i, then decided to watch red dragon since we missed charlotte sometimes. we first went to mervyn's to pick up jenelle. i had to call her mom and ask if it was ok for her to come along. = ) heh, i've got skills. haha. we went to jenelle's house to drop off her car. her dog is so cute!! his name is JIN and he's one horny dog. he's in heat. . it was cute and funny. he was humping a bunched up blanket. = ) hah.
we rushed over to mission valley and made it to the 630 showing of red dragon. good movie. after that, we rushed over to madstone to catch bagong buwan. that movie hit me pretty hard, being reality. . .the war between muslims and christians in the philippines. double feature. we missed the first ten mins or so of bagong buwan, but it was still good. last, we went to in n out. . i had my run ins with the cops, screeched my tires and smoke came up. yea. great stuff.
recap: busy, busy, busy.
feeling: tired
nothing but the best. -anonymous