Emotion:distant.
Random Thought:life.
What:is much more than just a bad hair day.

life is so much more than petty mishaps. it's the 40 million without health care, the homeless on the streets, the war that on our streets and in our homes. i'm sickened by it all and sometimes i don't know if i can last. and it's hard when you want someone to realize that these are their problems too. it's disheartening when i meet someone who doesn't share the same passsion as i do for social equity. i suppose it's a personal matter.

to be honest, i'm sickened with everything. not like that unusual for me or what not. and sometimes i just grow weary of making numerous excuses for people, but that's life i suppose. i realize that the change is visible in me after visiting sf, but it only showed me that i was right. i'm not a san diegan. i'm not meant to life here for the rest of my life, i'm still just a tourist almost. my fascination with the big cities prevail.

there's no peace in the garden of eden. things aren't the same at this point. my concern is no longer your concern. and i can see the current drain the energy that was once there.

life goes on.