confession: my mom's nagging bugs me.

why is it that when everything is going well, something shoots you down instantaneously. i've just come to ammends with a friend of mine, well kind of. and another friend is giving me crap. if i say anything, it's just more drama. blah, ergh. stasd;fkljasdf. fuck. how is a person supposed to try if they constantly keep getting shut down? why bother to make things better if the other person isn't willing to do the same? why? why should i even say anything to him, when all he does it tell me to fuck off. when first of all he talks to me, what the hell. i'm trying to change for the better, i'm trying to keep in contact with people. that's not my best quality, i'm used to being alone or with 2 or 3 other people. geez. i'm trying ant and you may not see it, but i'm trying to be a better friend. during that year time frame, things have changed. i was afraid of sam and now i'm conquering it. i've faced him and accepted my reality. i guess that's what you're giving me right? my harsh reality. i don't even know how to communicate with you anymore. i try.

okay, that situation is over. it's all good yo.


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